Daisypath Anniversary tickers

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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

::sumtimes we make mistakes to learn more::


"Sometimes life takes everything from us and we start wondering WHY ONLY ME? At these times we must just relax and think that if life has a challenge for us, then we must also fulfill that and win that challenge. Everything depends on our thoughts; the way we think and the way we take things"

hurmmmm...i've made the hardest decision..im quitting myself from the netball team..
no one involved..its me..myself..i juz can't do things i dun really into it..even i know i can do it..yeah..i was the netball captain..but it was 5 years ago..n now i can't do tis anymore...i can't be sumwhere im not belong to..i believe i deserved more..time is running..i can't waste it for sumthing i dun really like...sorry everyone..i've tried so hard..but i noe n im sure wut i want...n tis is my decision..
im tired of tis..i was the sportswoman back in my school..i luv sport so much n now its the time for me to learn in different ways..im choosing the best path..the path which can give the most wut i want...im proud of myself..able to stand for wut i believe.. :)

yeay!!i'll be back at my home..enjoying my holiday..where i belong to..:)
i belong to my family...my studies..n my Qahar...i dun want others...im focusing on my target..my goal..i noe i can do it...i' ve learn in the hardest way..and its the tyme for me to make it to the top n reach my goal..university life isn't juz a learning process but it's more than that..the process of making the right decision..choosing the right things..dats more important...

hey,last nyte i had a nightmare..it was about my Qahar..i was crying in my dream..
can't imagine if he wasnt around...maybe sumtimes my mind doesnt realised wut he's done for me but my soul always do...thinking bout him soothing my mind..i dunno how he did..but its work..it wasnt juz love..but he's taking my soul wif him..cant wait to grad..have a gudlife wif him..im sure its gonna be real..insyaallah..we are working towards it..:)


salam...hey fellas...
OMG!!!!im so boring here..feels like i'm trapped here..
btw,i had my first training yesterday..n now its raining...im praying out loud da training will be canceled today!!
am i doing the rite thing to be here?gosh!!..i hate netball so much!
but yeah again...im playing da game AGAIN!..
why???why???why ME???

im missing my bed..im missing my home..huhuhu..
im staying alone in the roOm..guess its more comfortable rather than sharing the room wif ppl who i dun really noe..
yeah..its a bit hard..its my habit..when i gt comfortable wif someone..im forget how to be close wif others..and i juz dun CARE!..for example..i can't stay wif others except my rumate,napisah..i think she's the only one who understand me..juz like my QAHAR..he alone is enuf...ONE is always better than two or more...i believe in that...

hmmm...missing my qahar already.. :(..i dun have mood to hang out wif my fwens..still thinking bout our great tyme we had...i think dats enuf for me..being wif him even for juz a day..supplied me the energy i need to go tru my days..thanx for being wif me..yeah..u still the one i want for my entire life... ur love inspires me to be a better one..to do sumthing i neva expect..to be someone at my best :)

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

::Celebration of my result::::07 June 2010..

salam..alhamdulillah...the result i've been waiting for..finally announced..alhamdulillah..syukur dipanjatkan kepada Yang Maha Esa..i gt a better result comparing to last sem..3.978..i gt all As except for workshop mechanical..i gt A- for dat subject..yeah..nothing impossible..n i've proved it..Thanx to those who always support me..giving me strength to struggle...my beloved mr MUMU..aka Abdul Qahar..my mum..family..lecturers n friends..

i'm back in msi..for netball training..insyaallah..19 June bertolak ke BMI Gombak..for Karnival Sukan UNIKL 2010...perghh!!!actually mmg malas tahap gaban nieyh!!..as usual,bila dah berjumpa n spend my time wif my mumu..jdik malas nak kuar n jumpa org len...as my sis said..."u kena sindrom kaha.."..hahaha...btw,i meet my luv yesterday..celebrated my result..juz two of us..i enjoyed it very much..n im sure he did too..:)..especially da game part..hahaha..it was a bit childish for both of us but seriously i LUV it very much!thanx syg...muahxx!!!