Daisypath Anniversary tickers

Daisypath Anniversary tickers

Sunday, January 24, 2010

its me!!!!..the wedding planner...ngeh3..

Ya Allah!!!
i spent my day playing games!!!
rasa sgt bersalah!!!!huhuhu...
assignment dah tinggi sket je dr everest tu ha...x terpanjat haku!huhuuhuu..

at the cafe now..
finishing sum assignment..
kecik,acap n acap are here..
wif their new hair...hancuss jew..ngeh3..
maunyer dibelasah aku dek budak2 nie...

gt class tomorrow morning..earlyyyy in the morning!!!
huarghhh!!!..harap2 bgn la sok kan...
plan nak layan muvi malam nie dowh!!!huhuhu....

tis weekend BETA camp la plak...
sabau jelah!!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

hari yg gelap..(sebab ujan....)

salam...

its a looonggggg day..im soo tired!!!rasa cam nak tito 4 ari 4 malam jer nieyh!!!!
pegi USM campus kejuruteraan wat thermal lab nye practical..
bayangkanlah..dalam bas yg penuh ngan homosapien itu...2 org jew pompuan..
yg len suma lelaki!( termasuklah pemandu bas tu!)..agak challenging jgk la nak completekan all da task given..
mmg sepatah %&%#$@$ pun xpaham!..rasa nak bom jew lab tue!(almaklumlah blaja bomb calorimeter td kan..ngeh3)..
smalam kuar joli malam muda-mudi ngan family..tgk muvi ADNAN SEMPIT..boleyla..
xpaham aku nape org len gelak xhenti2...rasa cam aku nie makhluk planet len la plak..huhuhu..pastu lepak bowling centre tue ..tp tgk jela...dah nama pown lepak kan...(hayam!!)
geng2 shift akak aku yg men bowling skali...engineer2 muda yg baru balik jepon tue usha2...aku wat muka tebal sploh inci je la kan...terasa diriku begitu berharga...hak!hak!hak! (ayat berani mati nie!!!)

pagi2 buta lagi dah kena gelak...
mana x nyer..mati2 aku ingatkan g USM penang..siap dah contact qida lagi tue!hampeh tul!tgk driver bus tue bawak jalan yg xpenah aku lalu...biar btol nie nak g penang..skali kecik bgtaw..usm nibong tebal daaaaa!!perghhh!!!malunye makcik!!!

dalam group plak, aku sowang je gal yg HOWTTT(sbb mmg aku sowang jer gal..ngeh3)...
ada 2 org senior sem 4 yg sesat...pe lgi suma mula membuli haku yg baik nie...suma data aku yg salin...xabes2 nak mendajal la tue...tp xpe..nanti kena wat lab report...my chance nak dajalkan diorang plak!!!!!!!!dah la siap tipu aku pintu masuk surau USM tue...ada ke patut suh aku masuk pintu blah laki..
tgh sedap aku amek wuduk..tetiba muncul ramai makhluk dgn nama saintifiknya LELAKI!!!!.....cis...kurang asam boi!!

huhuuhu..xley date ngan mumu td!!!!baru plan nak lunch together..sgt sedey!!:(

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

..my life...again..

hallo fellas!!!

18 January 2010
Monday
Spent most of my tyme in front of my laptop…watching BOYS BEFORE FLOWER..it reminds me of him..indeed!..the way he talks, the way he smiles, the way he scold me when I did wrong..everything bout him…my luv mumu!!
Friends…Life n time…are thing that separated us tis way..i wonder wut he’s doing rite now..wut he’s wearing..it’s winter now …does him get sum medicine when he gt flu?..or still he’s da sme stubborn guy I’ve ever known..who always need someone to take care of him?..to be with him..not even in my dream…he’s my angel…who suddenly appeared in my life…made me feels stronger when I need to..who always be there for me even juz for a silence.. a great friend I’ve eva had…
He has everything dat I cud mentioned…n I’m nothing…juz an ordinary gal who are facing such a lot of obstacles in her life..which is a miserable one..but he neva failed to make me think dat I’m special..i now..the tyme is coming again…juz another mountain I have to go tru…I feels so helpless..i’m weak..my heart,my body,my soul…n he’s not around anymore…no one eva care about me as much as he does…he always kept his words..n reminds me how strong I am……I miss my friends so much!...qida..aisyah…syida…syirul..efa…n ajim..
My life is totally different from others…sumtimes I juz cant imagine why…tis path hurt me so much…break me into small pieces..how cme others have a happy family…can get anything they want…everything juz perfect…perfect guy for her…who protect her…take care of her…buy her chocholates..bears..roses….great friends…who always here for her…
Yeah..im strong…but still im juz gal..i have my own dream…I wanna be a successful person in my life but still….I luv chocholate,bear,roses…juz like others…I am an independent gal but it does’nt mean I can go tru tis path alone…feels like dying …inside of me..its nothing left for myself…care bout others who not even think bout me …..i need a shoulder to cry on…I wanna hug someone n cry full heartedly..juz to tell how hurt I am…sob!sob!sob!..
But its ok..its my tyme…n im gonna face tis up!chaiyok2!!!!!!!but one thing for sure… saya sayang QAHAR!!!!luv my mumu!!!dats the only thing which make me stronger than eva!!!aja2 fighting!!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

........miserable?


dear diary..
there;s a lot of thing in my mind i wanna write about..
its too much... disappointment...
for tis tyme..at tis moment..i think i shud forget about wut happened.n try to go on wif my life..hmmm....
i'll talk bout tis later k...
here are sum of the photos from my family trip to Penang during the school holiday...
check tis out!!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

its a nuw year wif a new challenges...

15 january 2010...

i hope its not too late for me to wish all of u..HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!...
quite bz lately..doesn't hve much tyme to update my blog..
btw..new sem has started..its my 1st week in MSI..lots of thing to be done..im the kind of person who need plan for everything..im trying my best to provide a gud environment for myself before i cud start struggle for tis sem..

wuts nuw bout 2010?...emmm...sum of my collegemates have quit..Syafiq( the one who always make me smile..), Faridzuan (at first i hate him for acted like a cool,but finally i adore him..hahaha)..Salim (poor tis guy..i had sum crisis wif his attitude previously)..Zakwan ( everyone keep on telling me he liked me so much! poyo jerk statement ini!hahaha)..n sum other guys (Pali,Wan, Adha...)...n the rest stiil the same..the result dat i got last sem quite affected me...eveyone keep on talking bout my performance n i neva alone..alhamdulillah..

my luv life..alhamdulillah..stii the same guy menemani hari2ku.. :)..its our hard tyme now..less communicate..but i believe its a stage for us to grow stronger be someone much better..we juz need sum space for us to grow up..btw,i'm reading a book..MEN HEAD EAST,WOMEN TURN RIGHT..it helps me a lot to understand the changes that happened to us..i luv him so much...

my life quite miserable lately..lots of problem..i really need someone to talk..indeed!!..i tried my best to keep myself busy..avoiding myself to think bout my problem..but last nyte it exploded somehow..n woke up in the morning my eyes bengkak giler n obviously can be seen..seb baik my maths class has been cancelled..kata x,penat jugak nak menjawab...i cant stop crying..till i got headache..it was 4am n i cant sleep..hmmm....i have to admit that i'm stress..

sorry my dear bout last nyte...i enjoyed listening to ur voice...the one i luv...
keep tis forever...insyaallah...