Daisypath Anniversary tickers

Daisypath Anniversary tickers

Saturday, October 31, 2009

wut a night was defined....wink!




hye ppl...
long..long tyme i didnt write..
final in 2 days...lot of tests for da whole last week...which drove me a lil bit crazy..ah~~haaa...alhamdulillah...

met my dear last nyte...OMG!!! it was a real amazing nyte dat we had.. :)
thanx syg...it was great as u r...luv u so much dear...thanx for da mcD..n the cute fish..the CD Om Shanti Om (the muvi is superb!)..n wut i luv most..is da t-shirt...cant wait to c u again...want u damn much!

strive for final battle...chaiyok2!!! afta dat,i wil start planning my holiday!!yeayyy!!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

be with you

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

hurmmmmm....sakit....


Hurmm..it is a hard day…real hard for me…everything seems to be not on the rite track…hmmmm…da start of da day..i woke up late..its da first tyme…I dunno y..ape yg aku mimpi last nyte smpai xtersedar langsung…maybe myself…my unconscious mind realize dat dis will happen… xsnggup nak bangun tuk face all tis thing…maybe…

Gt presention in my technical communication class..im the last person..alhamdulillah..i did a great job..(bukan prasan kkkk..!!)..madam zu yg cakap…” very good!”… J..

Wut happened today..sgt menguji kesabaran aku…shila msg…aku col…she’s crying..so did i…terduduk…tarik nafas dalam2..istighfar panjang…my mum came to give my id card…looking at her face…I noe how hurt she is…Ya Allah…atas segala apa yg berlaku..aku redha…tunjukkan lah kami hikmahnya Ya Allah..ringankanlah beban di hati ibuku Ya Allah…kalo xkerana dia sayangkan ayah…pasti segalanya xsehebat ni…kuatkanlah hatinya Ya Allah…

Undeniable.. im so stress rite now...rasa cam nak je lari…lari..n trus berlari…dats wut I’ve done in my previous college when I was stress.. nak lari jauh dr suma org… from tis hell unikl…leave everything behind for a while.. I need sum rest… cari ketenangan..time to think.. to analysis everything…n start everything all over again..n do a better job…hmmmm… miss my kampung so much…dok tepi pantai…looking at the sea… sejam pun jadilah…biar aku kosongkan jiwa….im trying my best to focus n complete everything… but I can’t lie to myself… everything berserabut…sgt berserabut……Ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati aku Ya Allah….

Kesian qahar..terpaksa dgr suma…sumtimes…rasa sgt menyusahkan dia…..entahlah….serba-salah..aku pun tak pasti dahan mana tuk aku bergayut….rasa useless…

2 weeks more to go before final…I really wanna do my best n score the best result..indeed!i noe I can do it…much better…with the right mood…I noe I can meet my expectation… but now…things happened…I dunno how to tune everything back on the track..lately…everything is ruined…im broken into pieces…my heart..my soul…

Monday, October 19, 2009

alhamdulillah....a bright nuw day....

alhamdulillah...byk benda berlaku few days ago...byk yg menguji kesabaran...
sumtimes..im not sure whether was dat the best solution?...
wut done is done...im hoping for the best...i believe everyone is hoping the best too...
it ws a great weekend...the best thing was dpt gather suma adik beradik...miss such moment for such a long tyme...hmmmm...
lama btol rasanya xjumpa my mumu..missing him so much...walhal baru seminggu jer..ngeh3...
can't stop myself from thinking bout him...looking forward for our next meeting...sgt xsabar! waaaa~~~~~

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

~~sgt hepiiiii!!!!!..wheeeee~~~

yeeeeeyeee~~~~my laptop dah ok!!!thanx to syahir a.k.a abg botak yg telah menyelamatkan my laptop!!!sgt bersyukur!!alhamdulillah....kamu mmg hebat la abg botak!!!(ayat makan dalam tuh!)..
3 weeks to go for final...berusaha!!!!!...

there's no study week for us..wawawa!!!i need a proper planning for each subject to make sure i can score all the papers..insyaallah....im starting my final plan..hopefully everything will be ok...
bundle of assignments...hmmm...a bit stress...need to relieve all tis...wuteva it is...tru the weekdays..im trying my best to squeeze all the opportunities...use every single second n minute left....n maybe i can plan sumthing for weekend..hmmm..i dunno yet....

btw..alhamdulillah ..BN won the election at bagan pinang..alhamdulillah...

tomorrow we gonna have jamuan hari raya!!!...i dun have any baju kurung dowh!!mana bawak!!!huhuhu..xtau la camne...not decide yet nak join ke x...shida col me 2 days ago...we talked about 2 hours...it ws her besday, so she gt free col...omg!!!pe lagi...juicy gossip!!!!! wut we luv most!!..a.k.a "menganyam ketupat"..ngeh3...miss her la...i told her everything dat she missed bout my nuw life..n of cos..my lurve..sexy mumu!!hhihihi...she told me..how lucky am i..to have such a guy beside me..she noe wut kind of life im dealing wif..how tough it was n its gonna be... i believe he's an angel..who will protect me wif his wings...insyaallah...

akon's n beyonce's concert tis weekend!!!!huhuhuhu....sabar jelah,...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

its a luvly tuesday after all...

alhamdulillah..dats the perfect word to express my feeling rite now..im sooo relieved..at least for now..ive settle da problem...not settle yet actually but dats much better..guess who helped me juz now???!!!! its mizy..huuhuhuhu..thanx to abg mizy.....actually my dear is the one who making a sacrifice here...i dunno how thing cud be without him...things happened..always give me reasons for my luv to grow strong..n stronger....days afta days...he's a part of me...Ya Allah...YOU've taken everything from me before....all da obstacles ..aku redha..but plz..let me keep tis...i luv n need him more than i noe i ever wanted...

alhamdulillah...hmmm...bila la nak dapat loan nieyh...everyone da stat merungut..i heard dat MARA is facing difficulties wif their budget..i dunno...all tis is really a sub issue..need a revision and update myself wif current issue rather than juz worrying bout my final exam..

berusaha..Allah tak pernah hampakan hambaNYA yg berusaha..insyaallah...btw,im not running for MMP...maybe not for dis sem...but i'll be one...dats for sure..insyaallah...
missing u qahar....

Monday, October 5, 2009

..one sweet day......






....ONE SWEET DAY..A TRIBUTE TO MR QAHAR ....

it was saturday...we hang out together..juz two of us...we had a really nice tomyam at perangin mall..thanx dear...n muvi at gurney plaza...we watched SORORITY ROWS..a very conventional type of horror muvi but still..i did scream!hahahaha....its raining...a forgot to bring my shawl...it ws damn cold...thanx to my dear for heated me up...much appreciated...wink!wink! ;P..

i stayed there...lepak2 mamak....MU vc SUNDERLAND...(if im not mistaken!)...draw...eyh,last nyte CHELSEA got game laaaaa....versus LIVERPOOL..they won!!!!!!!!!!2-0....patut la guys keep on screaming last nyte cam org gila jer kat bwh tue..huhuu...eyh,smbg citer...ngeh3...wut else yah...anyway,i had a great tyme...beautiful moment...wif such an angel..luv the beach!!!!!i luv him so much... ;)

one more month to go for final..i heard dat BETA CAMP has been cancelled..i dunno y...but its a gud news actually..so,we can maximize out tyme to revise..chaiyok2!!!!

pening kepala btol la...loan mara bila ntah nak dapat...claim zakat pun xdgr khabar..huhuu...narong da bising2 lak..nak before 7hb?damn him!! i dunno how to deal wif tis...its my first tyme...im not expected things will turn to be tis way...ari tue dia yg beria2 nak tlg...n we had the deal!!..hmmm...im trying my best to solve tis out..im helpless...Ya Allah..send me the guide...cepat la dpt mara..nak setel je trus ngan mangkuk tue...tis thing really disturbing me..i cant stop myself from thinking bout it....hmmmm....sabar jelah...