Daisypath Anniversary tickers

Daisypath Anniversary tickers

Saturday, August 29, 2009

~~~ku bahagia~~~~..

dis post i write ..dedicated to my hero....my saviour ..da one dat i love most...

thanx a lot dear..
for all da great tyme we had...
now i believe..for wut happened before....there is always blessing in disguise..
n u...im blessed to have such an awesome guy like u to be a part of my life...
thanx GOD..alhamdulillah...


hang out wif him last nyte...wif ed too.. (our baby boy!!ngeh3)...we out around 5pm..went to SUNWAY CARNIVAL...thanx syg for da drawing block n the drawing set...bukak posa..makan tomyam,siakap 3 rasa..n byk lg la lauk atas meja kitaorg tue...sgt best!!!!!tp aku makan sket jer..my guys makan..hurm...speechless...ngeh3... (saja nak kutuk korunk kan...kih3..)

late nyte muvi!!!OMG!!!! we watched G.! JOE : The Rise of Cobra...its reaaallllyyyy interesting story!!i gve it perfect 10!!!u shud watch it ....if u think there is no muvi cud challenge TRANSFORMER...maybe u juz miss tis muvi...huhuhu...

lepak2 at KAPITAN GURNEY till dawn...sahur skali kat situ...we spent such a splendid tyme together..talking bout politics,business n ourselves....seriously im gonna miss dat moment damn much...who else happier than me?? to have a such a gorgeous guy as my BF n a real nice guy like ED as my fwen??thanx ED.....i wish the tyme to stop...

on our way back to clg...i talked to him..bout my family..i dunno y..it has been so long i didnt cry when i came to this topics..wut happened before dah menepukan hati aku utk rasa apa2...sedih...marah..atau kecewa....tp ntah kenapa...when i told him last nyte..sebak jer hati aku nie...air mata nie laju jer kan...i tried to cover it up damn hard!!!!...huhuhuu....tambah2 bulan2 puasa camni...xbley tipoo la..i miss my house...my old house...its not big or beautiful..but i ws full of luv once...rindu nak bukak puasa sama2 ngan ayah...tadarrus sama2....dgr dia merepek bercerita sal zaman silam dia...pengalaman hidup dia....men badminton sama2...bersihkan halaman rumah sama2....pasang pelita sama2...

aku still ingat lagi...ada satu tahun tue..kitaorg wat punjut sama2 kat blakang umah...i miss every inch of dat house..20 tahun aku membesar di sana...segala kenangan..tak mungkin aku lupa...pokok janggus yg slalo aku panjat..bila aku balik baru2 nie..dah ditebang...blakang umah dah jadi lapang...pokok jambu kawan2 aku slaloo panjat everytime balik dr mengaji petang pon dah xde...suma cuma tinggal kenangan...

tgk kat dinding..dulu penuh dgn medal kitaorg adik beradik...dah macam kedai jual medal...tp skrg medal2 tue bukan lg medal kami...medal kami dikumpulkan skali kat atas...yg tersususn medal2 org len...sebak hati aku bila terpandang benda tue....bukan kakak jer yg terasa bila ayah makan bersama2 dgn keluarga baru dia kat atas bila kami balik kenduri arwah hari tue...hati aku macam ditoreh2...kami cuma tetamu..tetamu di rumah yg pernah aku tinggal slama 20 tahun...

aku rindu...mugkin tue sbb ku sebak sgt smalam...mgkin aku tak rasa..tp dalaman aku tak dapat tahan suma tue...entah......dulu hazim penah kata..one day, there is a guy for me...yg akan paham n accept me..my family..adik2 aku...yg akan hargai aku...aku rasa now i believe..it is true..luv him damn much!

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