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Friday, May 23, 2008

akulah sindarela...anganku..mimpiku..

12.59am
Friday,22nd of May 2008

Hmmm…aku pun tak tahu kenapa malam nie aku rasa cam nak meletup jer..aku pun tak pasti apa puncanya..ada jer yg xkena..ermmm..sowi la..aku xbermaksud pun nak sakitkan ati atau ape…sbb dia ke??maybe jugak..aku pun tak tahu..yg pasti dia makin jauh dr aku..Kadang2 aku rasa benci..benci pada makhluk bergelar adam..tp ntah..aku rindukan semuanya..aku xpasti kalo dia fikirkan benda yg sama...kenangan..segalanya..di rumah aku membesar yg pastinya sekarang bukan lagi tempat untuk aku...
dalam anganku…Sindarela..hatiku..diriku anganku..hatiku diriku..mimpiku..sindarela….”



Kenapa dia hadir??...aku sendiri xpasti kemana arah aku…aku xberdaya nak kemudikan bahtera aku sendiri..aku rasa kosong..sekosong malam..dan hati aku saat ini..


“Takkan lagi aku menunggu

kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku

puasku mengharapkan dirimu

seperti mereka yang punya cinta

Diriku tanpa dirimu

kau tempuhi penuh bahagia

diriku mahu kau tahu

pedih ini kau tak terasa


Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu

seperti yang aku kenali dulu

setiaku menantikan dirimu

seperti setianya terhadap diriku

Tapiku melepaskan mu

melangkah namun tak berdaya

terusku terus menunggu

cinta yang takkan pernah ada”

chayo2...

11.42pm
19 mei 2008

Alhamdulillah..2 papers successfully done! (success?).. i’ve gave my best I’m hoping for da best..insyaAllah..
7 papers left..i have to work harder n make sure im ready for any possibilites..the next might be a bit harder..so,I have to give my all for dat..i dunno y I’m so moody tonite…hmm…I did sum mechanics exercises n I can’t get da rite answer..yah..maybe dats da reason..hahhaa…I can’t give up..at dis point..i have to keep on trying..im so tired..i’m so blur..helpless..


Sejauh mana pun ku lari

Menggapai hasrat yang terpendam

Biar berkali rebah ku bangun

Walau payah

Kuhimpun kudrat dan harapan

Mengiringi azam yang usang

Sinar seakan pudar

Bila terbit sang suria

Begitulah semangat tegar

Meskipun musim kan silih berganti

Ku terus melangkah

Daku gagahiMencari arah

Oh Tuhan

Sinarilah kiblatku

Keringat diteman embunan

Kicau unggas turut berdoa

Purnama bagai tenangkan perang

Di dalam hati

Kala sujud ku ada kesyukuran

Dalam mimpi ada sedih

Menghantui andai ku alpa

Langit kejayaan ku
Berkiblat pada MuHanya satu...

Thursday, May 8, 2008

..gal's nyte out!!!...

hye ppl!!!!its 3am already!!!hahaha..im kinda 'menghukum' myself for not studying..i ws enjoying myself at da gh da whole nyte without books!!..huhuhu..instead of join economics discussion wif ajim n zm at da cafe...so sori!!!!xbleh tahan!!hahaha...at first,i juz planned nak g dinner jer..but then..i cant pull myself out of da gh..everything seems so interesting there...kitaorg karaoke ramai2..hahhaa!!!..obviously misha omar will cry if she heard juz now..hihiih...memborong tudung..aisyah spent rm 300 more or less..haha..so crazy kan??!!!..i joined da tug of war..can't u imagine me??!!n tug of war??!! sounds funny,rite?..xsempat tarik dah melayang...hik!hik!arghhh.. english crime ere..but whos care???..hahaa..dis s my blog!so,its up to me la kan...*blink2*...lalaalala...single & happy..dats me...*im smiling*..


pagi td i dunno y terrrrrbangun lambat..huhuhu...sumpah! mmg terrrrr...i dun have such intention..i skipped physics class..n mr idrus marah giler!!warghhh!!!!..sori la mr idrus..btol2 xsengaja..huhuu..so,malam nie im stdying physics..application...gambatte!!!gambatte!!...



i cant waste time

so give it a moment

i realised nothing s broken

no need to worry bout everything i've done

live every second like it ws my last one

dun look back

got a new direction

i luv u once

needed protection

u still a part of everything i do

u on my heart juz like a tattoo..

juz like a tattoo..

i always have you..

Monday, May 5, 2008

my busy life..(ehem2...)

yah..its true..im sooo bz lately...lots of discussions..tutorial wif sum of my fwen..hmm..but i think its gud for me..better time management..but,i can't avoid dat word..STRESS!! huhu..





still..keep on counting da days to come..hahaha..btw,its quite a long tyme since our last chat..missing him???i dun have any idea..Jim?ermmm...its kinda hurt..a bit..a lot actually..i dunno..i wish tis sem will finish immediately..at least i dun have to face him everyday..it tears me into parts..i'll keep tis feeling inside of me..deep..at da darkest side...so,no one will eva to reach it out..no one..im sori jim..i neva meant to hurt u..but u r da one who teach me da lesson..da opposite of luv s not hate but do not care..yeah..u r true..im not even care bout u anymore..everything is enuf..da pains which are more than joys dat we shared..n im da only one who endure it..u neva seems to care..

hmm...discussion econs again wif zm n...hmmm...cant u see dat im hurt?..owh..maybe im da one who always frgt..u neva care..neva..eva...


"Losing Grip"

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
[chorus]
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok
I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]

Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then
I don't care were not going newhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then
i don't care were not going newhere


Thursday, May 1, 2008

..i'm counting for da day...



....xsabar la nak habiskan study..pastu balik umah!!yeah!!!!i ws dreaming juz now..no more books..omg!!i can't wait for dat day!!nak download balik lagu2 yg dah ilang ...(pasti!)..nak tido puas2..lately my biological clock dah rosak..tido xmenentu..makan lg la..ilang selera makan aku!!dunno y..maybe im stressful!!!!..agak la..thinking bout physics...P3..economics..arghhh!!!!afta the exam..i can start plan my holiday..thinkg bout BF!!!yeah...i think i shud..at least THINK bout it..hahhaa...im enjoying my days as a single soul..but i juz can't lie..sumtimes i need someone..hihihi..so lame...damn it!


membayangkan hari2 yg bakal mendatang without books..oh..indahnya duniaku.. haha!!nie yg wat aku makin bersemangat nak study!!!yeah..lets rock it,gal!!now or neva...its da time for me to struggle!!!miss my family soooooo much!!!!..uhuk2...no..no..im not crying..im not..waaaaa!!!(*stop jap tulis..its 'banjir' ere..)...can't c da desktop clearly..huhuhu..k chow..nak solat dulu..

jap g soraya nak dtg wat draft essay economics...chayo2 ,gal!!!u can do it....